April 2009
8 posts
i never thought
things would end up this way. lately, i really don’t set goals for myself anymore and if i really hope for something its because i know its one of the very few things that would actually make me feel like i know where i am. this year has been a challenge for me. i lost my best friend, i gave love another chance and found that i wasn’t ready, and hurt someone in the process, till now it...
my horoscope today:
You’ve stepped back and have been letting life move on around you without getting involved, and that was smart — it kept you out of the current drama. But today, you might need to consider getting back into an active role. But if you decide to rejoin this rat race, just be sure to take things slowly. Baby steps will lead you down the right path — and possibly into the right...
if you just realize what i just realized
“Then we’d be perfect for each other and will never find another Just realized what I just realized we’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now”
i haven’t seen my friends this week. there’s a lot im missing out on, but im getting my work done so thats good. i can’t stop thinking though, i miss them. i miss him
oh and btw: IM SO FAKKKIN...
in regards to saturdays blog
im kinda sad now, well actually im really sad now. it was a thought, i didnt mean for anything to happen. like i said, i’ll walk away. i’ll go through it, i’ll leave.
it isnt anyones fault, but mine. me and my high hopes haha. im fine. really. go, live, forget about me, i’ll be fine.
it made me think
“A Love That Will Last” I want a little something more Don’t want the middle or the one before I don’t desire a complicated past I want a love that will last say that you love me Say I’m the one Don’t kiss and hug me and then try to run I don’t do drama My tears don’t fall fast I want a love that will last
FAHK IT
Im done. I don’t care about prom anymore. I wanna get these damn invitations done, get my dress, and go. end of story.Just nominate me for court and enjoy watching me make a fool of myself on stage, shall we. At least you’ll have some form of entertainment. I don’t give a shit anymore. Why can’t anyone be fu*kn honest nowadays. gahh.
FYI: I dont care about the truth,...
Gimme something to smile about
I felt stupid. I realized that I am very much pro at making a fool of myself, what was i thinking?!? I had my chance and i was stupid enough not to take it. Now I still hope that I could have a second chance, but really I don’t think that’s even possible. It was there, in my hands, if I only took a second glance, gave a second thought. ]: I tried talking to him twice today, and what...
he.
is so cute. i love love love him. sometimes i wish that i could turn back time and do things differently, but all is said and done. today was ehh, lost my voice, but its coming back. i should be able to scream again tomorrow. hehe
“You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you’ll be in my heart.”
as for prom updates:
i think...
